You make me smile :)

夜

2011-09-13T11:46:00.001+08:00

黑,划分星月辰
只要坚持就有可能的世界
黑,感觉更体贴
思念接上美丽天线在上演

在不怕任何考验
爱,有一种魔力

Wonderful 泪是温暖的毛衣
简单自在越想越清晰
轻轻的爱想你也可以很幸福
我期待住进你的心里

Wonderful 爱能抵挡风和雨
与生俱来爱就像奇迹
天亮醒来夜留下的一份礼物
那是我继续等你的勇气
爱着你

黑,划分星月辰
只要坚持就有可能的世界
黑,感觉更体贴
思念接上美丽天线在上演

在不怕任何考验
爱,有一种魔力

Wonderful 泪是温暖的毛衣
简单自在越想越清晰
轻轻的爱想你也可以很幸福
我期待住进你的心里

Wonderful 爱能抵挡风和雨
与生俱来爱就像奇迹
天亮醒来夜留下的一份礼物
那是我继续等你的勇气爱着你

Wonderful 爱能抵挡风和雨
与生俱来爱就像奇迹
天亮醒来夜留下的一份礼物
那是我继续等你的勇气
爱着你

Exam again!

2011-08-11T21:49:00.003+08:00

Hello! Look's like I did not update for a very long time. Hehe :D

Anyway it's exam again! Just finish doing 2 group based pbil, CSW interview.

Went to Leo club's dinner & dance last week! I will update with more detail's next time after my exam and FYP!

My baby boi is super duper busy everyday! Hmph!

This is my boyfriend!

2011-06-27T16:03:00.001+08:00

New phone!

2011-06-26T13:40:00.004+08:00

My baby boi!

Hello people! It's been long since my last update.

I just got my iPhone 4 white yesterday and I'm super happy! Finally can say good bye to my white LG Viewty which I have been using for 2 years and it had been in a very bad shape.

Tmr it's exam, which is GG.com, but bo pian.

I end the post with me and my iphone.

bye bye!

100th post.

2011-05-24T20:10:00.003+08:00

I want silly pictures and late night texts. I want inside jokes and humorous

stare down in the hallway. I want random hugs and good morning messages.

I want to be asked 'oh are you dating?' and I want to hear 'Aww you guys

are adorable' I want to be cliche, in every possibe way.

I love you

Promise

2011-05-18T10:31:00.002+08:00

Hello bloggie.
Boi boi made me promise him lots of things =p

1. Eat less ice cream
2. Eat less sweet

Like so impossible. :(
I know he do this is for my own good.

So ...
...
...
...

I decided to cut down on the intake.
Ice cream on every other day. Sweet I promise to eat less BUT I must have sweet on my bag. To refresh my mouth after food.

I know I might be demanding at times.
I know I always 顶嘴 when you talk to me.
I know I always make the sad face to make you sad.

....

I know you know :D
.

I <3 U

I have no money:(

2011-05-07T21:47:00.001+08:00

Woah, seriously broke now. There are so many things I want to buy. :(((((( sad max.

Things I want to get:

That Burberry watch. It's fucking nice. :) Though my French connection watch is just one year old, but 旧的不去新的不来. :D

That Longchamp bag. I know is common but I like :D

That mango shirt. Mummy dun let me buy sia. :( she want to sponsor me money just now but when she heard that I want to shirt she reject me. :(

Handphone. My phone now is cui to the max. Seriously I need a new phone.

And I still need another 1k for my braces and retainer. :(

Total cost: I need at least 2.5k for my expenses.

Shit I should start going to work and stop daydreaming about all the things I want to buy.

Happy girl :D

2011-04-23T21:33:00.006+08:00

Hi, came to clear the thick dust on my blog.

Have been back in SG for one week and still not able to adapt the temperature here. It's far too hot here.

Anyway, I turn 19 yesterday. Everyone except Yi Hao came to celebrate with me. i dun have their picture though.

But I have the picture of my beloved :D

Me and Jing Tian <3

He came to fetch me in the morning and we went to bugis V8 cafe. I was craving for the seafood pasta badly, and he brought me there. :D

Went to town to get my anklet, I lost it when I was in Changchun, China. But when we got there, I realise the shop had closed down :( Was sad but no choice. Brought some sweet and left for other place.

Afterwhich beloved brought me to Haagen Dazs. :DDD

Seventh Heaven :D

ME :)

Jing tian <3

After the delicious ice-cream, went to Eugene house's house for steamboating. I shall update more when I have the picture :)

Cheers.

紫玫瑰

2011-02-28T14:49:00.003+08:00

你有没有试过闭起双眼，想象自己的未来

你看见的，会是一幅什么样的图画

刚开始，我看见一片黑暗

慢慢的，我看见了一点亮光

我看见了你

因为紫玫瑰，我看见了你

也看见了未来

当我所有的梦想都实现

我会把你画的第1001朵紫玫瑰，当作是你的梦想

换我来守护你

你许的会是什么梦想呢？

希望你许的愿望是，我跟你之间的故事

永远不会结束

~紫玫瑰

你说过只要两个人手牵手，就有办法让时间倒流

Quote

2011-02-27T21:13:00.002+08:00

quote

2011-02-27T00:08:00.001+08:00

생일 축프 ferlicia

2011-02-22T17:19:00.004+08:00

Hi girlfriend!!!

생일 축하합니다. 호프 여러분 좋은 하루 되세요! :D

사랑해<3

Sengir-chuka hap-nida

iigu eseo oji-easeo je il sarang-hapnida

koppo dadeo gok-ke

bey o dadeo bal-kke

saja-boda yonga ma-hage

happy birthday to you

Sengir-chuka hap-nida

kko-tta unnae chin-guya

gul gogit kke sa-ra-yo

Park Jung Min-Not Alone Final MV （HD）

2011-01-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

Not Alone :)

Banmal song

2011-01-19T13:23:00.004+08:00

I remember last time when mei lin was listening to this song, I pronounce as "banana song".
Ya I read it blindly.

A really meaningful song.

Sometimes I wish that I have such a sweet bf.
But most of the time I want to remain single.
Marriage only comes in when you decide your soul you want to be with forever.

LOL

So random of me, but such thing comes to my mind when I hear this song.

CNY is approaching and so is year end exam. Though I did well for my MST, I think I should be working more hard to get high GP.

Last but not least the lyrics for the "Banmal song"

고마워라는그말도
gu ma wo ra neun geu mal do

안녕이란말도
an nyeong i ran mal do

내겐너무어려워요
nae gen neo mu eo ryeo wo yo

정말감사해요
jeong mal gam sa hae yo

많이고마워요
manhi ko ma wo yo

나는이말밖에못해요
na neun I mal bakk e mot hae yo

모든게처음이라서
mo deun ge cheo eum I ra seo

나사실은너무나서톤걸요
na sa shil eun neo mu na seo ton geol yo

어떻게말할까
eo ttoh ke mal hal kka

뭐라고말할까
mweo ra go mal hal kka

나는오늘도망설이죠
na neun o neul do mang seol I jyo

어리서로반말하는사이가되기를
eo ri seo ro ban mal ha neun sa I ga doe gi reul

아직조금서투르고오색한데도
a jik jo geum seo tu reu go o saek han de do

고마워요라는말투대신
gomawoyo ra neun mal tu dae sin

좀더친하게말을해줄래
jom deo chik ha ge mal eum hae jul rae

우리서로반말하는사이가될거야
o ri seo ro ban mal ha neun sa I ga doel geo ya

한걸음씩…천천히다가와
han geol eum ssik…cheon cheon hi da ga wa

내두눈음바라보며
nae du nun eum ba ra bo myeo

말음해졸래
mal eum hae jol rae

널사랑해
neol sa rang hae

The day when I first saw you

Your bright smile full of shyness
we’ll get closer after today
Every day, I have heart-fluttering expectations

What to say to you
How to get you to laugh
I fear it’ll get awkward when I try to hold your hand
All I can do is smile shyly

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
Even though it’s still awkward and unfamiliar
Instead of saying ‘thank you’
Talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
You walk towards me slowly, step by step
Now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

The day when I held your hand
I felt my heart stop beating
I don’t even remember what I said
All I feel is a flutter in my stomach

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
Even though it’s still awkward and unfamiliar
Instead of saying ‘thank you’
Talk to me in a friendlier way

Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
You walk towards me slowly, step by step
Now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you

Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
I’ll never let go of your two hands from my grasp
The light of your eyes, gazing at me
I hope there will only be joyful smiles

We can probably fall in love with each other
We can lean on one another and take care of each other
Looking into your eyes, my two eyes
They’re talking to you
I love you

You make me smile:)

Result is out for three paper

2011-01-06T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hello blog, I guess all my hard work paid off ... I think I did great for my mst :)
Score 84 for maths, 77 for both S&I and EMD :)
It's great right? Now left with PPM which I think I score badly :)
I shall end here ... Going visit spinnovex booth again :)

You make me smile :)

I don't how it feels ...

2010-11-21T19:37:00.004+08:00

I love the way you smile :D

I have been feeling shitty these few days.

I remember the times where lots of friends crowd around me, but now, well I don't want to say.

I hate the feeling of how people treat you as friend when they need you.

After they don't need you, I guess those friends of yours will kick you aside.

Experience before? The feeling is sucky right?

Sometimes I wonder why?

I have been feeling down, but I did feel better after I saw those messages he send me. Though he went to the army already, but when he book out he will send a message to 问候.

I believe I am not the only one receiving the message, but at least he did remember me :)

Life in poly have been up and down.

For now, I guess I have to concentrate on my studies and nothing else.

ME!!!! <3

I am bored

2010-11-02T14:14:00.001+08:00

Hi I am blogging on my itouch again. Like I said, I am super bored. Lecture with Roger is kan boring ... I wanna go home now but he is still blahhing about DC motor ... Oh ya, the blouse I brought from the online shop came today. Though I wasn't at home to receive due to school. And guess what, my mum message me and say the blouse I brought is ugly. Huh!?! Like super nice lah ... I think her taste got some problem. Oops sorry. Hehe :PIt has been ages since I blog due to the busy working schedule I have for my work. Actually planned to go hong kong during the holiday but I was cancelled. Well I was upset but nevertheless I have more time to go shopping in bugis. Well the teacher is dismissing the class soon so I think I will update agin when I have time though I don't know when is it. Hehehehehehee. :D

Update after holiday

2010-10-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

Hello I am finally back after 4 weeks of MIA .. Hehe :D

I have a been working for the past 4 weeks.

Super tiring, and working full shift for almost every single day.

I manage to squeeze one day for shopping.

Work till 3 pm yesterday, treat my colleague KOI milk tea yesterday. Dine in at my work place with ferlicia, had baked chicken linguine, thai green mango salad and a apple tart.

Went to Bugis to shop for school clothes.

Brought 6 shirt, 2 shorts and a bag ^.^v

Tomorrow will be a new semester.

Hwaiting !!!!

Being random

2010-09-08T20:41:00.001+08:00

Greetings on different language ... Hello你好안녕하세요 annyeonghaseyoこんにちわ konnichiwa Thanks in different languageThank you谢谢你감사합니다 gamsahabmidaありがとう arigato

Love in different language

2010-09-08T20:37:00.001+08:00

I love you我爱你시렁항니다 愛してる

tweet ~

2010-08-31T12:01:00.001+08:00

Have been using back twitter back recently ... Saw a meaningful tweet" A true friend never lies to make you happy. They always tell the true even if it hurts"

updating ...

2010-08-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

Time to update and clear the dust of the blog ...

Now updating my stupid itouch ...

I regret updating to IOS4 ... Damn lagging but no choice I have done it ...

I hope the update will turn the itouch better ... I want it to stop lagging :(

Past week chalet had been fun :D

I am super lazy to update :(

Having exam soon ...

Promised to update after exam :)

Cheers :D

0272 Two piece-Green Blouse (with belt) - FashionDolly.com

2010-07-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

0272 Two piece-Green Blouse (with belt) - FashionDolly.com

Results

2010-06-28T13:26:00.001+08:00

Wee .... I got back my maths and physics result and I am super satisfy :)

One week of holiday pass ...

2010-06-23T13:46:00.004+08:00

Time to clear the dust off my blog!!!

12th June

I went out with my girlfriends!!! Meet Zhi ting and Ferlicia first before going to Yew Tee to meet Samantha. As usual, I bicker with Samantha. Went to The Cathay first to catch The Karate Kid.
It was a awesome movie!!! Highly recommended to watch *Thumbs up*
After the movie went to Plaza Sing to get myself a new slipper, shop around in daiso before going to Swensen for dinner. Had fish and chip and we spend around 66 dollars plus =D

Take our own sweet time and walk to Cineleisure cos Zhi ting wanted to take neoprint =D Walk to Taka and brought mummy a mango mousse cake which she say it was very nice. =)Went back home at 8 plus as I have work the next day.
Went to Zinc to buy my bag and dinner for brother and mummy.

Overall, I brought myself a new slipper, a new anklet, a new bag and spend more than 100 bucks that day =(

14th June

Went to Marina Barrage for Educational Trip. Sounds so primary school ... hee hee =)

Went there to learn how our barrage work ... Early in the morning at 9.After the whole thing end, went around the barrage to play and fool aroung together with hui min, mei lin and shu huey. Took a lot of crazy photo. Then shu huey went home to have lunch and the rest of us went to marina square de Jack's Place for lunch. And is super worth it!!!Then we to MPH bookshop to buy books. Then we went home.

16th June

I went to the dental to have my 2 teeth pluck out before going to work. Total payment cost me $226.

18th June
Planned to meet my girlfriends to have lunch at pizza hut but I couldn't take anything hard. In the end I went shopping with mummy. Went to BBP, treated mummy dinner at The Cafe Cartel.
when I say treated, I really paid the bill. Cost me $44.
Wanted to buy myself a new watch, and I told mummy about it. Guess what she say?
"You want buy loh"
OMG ... I think that mummy is spoiling me too much.
Went to CCK Xchange the watch trend and brought myself a French Connection watch and it was on 25% discount!!!! Still cost me $123 and mummy help me PAY FIRST. Which means I have to pay her back lah.

In 1 week, Ms Ong Xin Hui

YOU HAVE SPEND MORE THAN $400 !!! IS'T IT TIME TO STOP SPENDING AND START SAVING OR ELSE YOU HAVE NO MONEY TO PAY YOUR NEXT CONSULTATION FEE!!!!

That's why I went back to work.:)

Tee heee.... That's all I am going to write

Cheers :)

Blogging on itouch

2010-06-23T00:16:00.001+08:00

Haha I am now trying blogging with itouch now. It seems possible ... I shall update more tomorrow with my lappy. It is going to be a super long post ... and I promise to log in to blogger.com to update. Cheers

Promised :)

2010-05-27T20:37:00.002+08:00

Like I promised , today will be a brand new day of starting this blog again.

I don't care how you people think of me, I may have wrote comments that made some of you upset. But i have to say that all these are my true feelings, and I have the rights to voice out my thoughts, don't I?

6 weeks of school has passed, and exams are coming up. Worst ... I have to finish STUDYING all the topics taught in 2 weeks!?! WTH!?!

Blame me for not listening to class, but how to concentrate in lecture theatre and ...

IT'S A GOOD TIMING HAVING A ITOUCH HUH ... XINHUI ?-.-ll

It made me less wanting to study.

Study please ... Someone please ask me to start studying now. I don't want to last min hug Buddha leg. :(

LOVE YA ... CRAZY 4 YOU

LET ME BE THE ONE

AND FOREVER

NEVER A DISAPPOINTMENT ... Guess what am I talking about ?

YES!!!!

Is SS501 ...weeeee.

Although it is a mini album again :(

But I love their songs :) *Thumbs up for SS501*

I wanted to get their limited edition album but it cost 40 bucks:(

But is all right...

Right now, no more rubbish and nonsense

Time to start mugging

모든 아웃 노력 만들기(modeun aus nolyeog mandeulgi)

It means ....

Make an all-out effort

Or 加油:)

happy mummy's day

2010-05-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

Woah ... Time flies... It's like mother's day already.
Mummy accompany me to bugis today to get my adidas red jacket. Wee ... I finally brought it after so long and IT WAS ON 30% DISCOUNT !!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX =D

Then when back to meet daddy to have dinner, and i went to watson together with mummy to get myself a new moisturize. I can't believe my mummy actually ask me to get the expensive one. *speechless*
I end up buying the Bio-essence hydro spa energy moisturizer cream.

In the end, i spend more than $300 bucks today, plus a gift for my mummy=D

But it's worth it =D

Thanks :)

2010-04-23T17:20:00.002+08:00

Firstly, i would like to thank all the people who wishes me happy birthday.
Life is busy, though more slack than my first year but this week pass rather smoothly because of early dismissal from almost all lecture tutorial.

I may not be updating as frequent as last year.

Lastly, I hope this year will pass smoothly and peacefully.

CHEERS:)

Happy birthday to myself !!!

2010-04-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hi ...
I am officially 18 today.
Will update more tommorow =D

First day of year 2

2010-04-19T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of my official 2nd year. With a new hairstyle and a new spectacle.
This blog has been rotting for weeks since I MIA since the beginning of school holiday.
I will just update my blog now.

I have spend my holiday on mostly work, since there is really shortage of staff. 7 weeks, work more than 40 hour per week isn't easy for me. I finally fell sick on the last week of holidays, took three days of MC before going back to work again. Though I recovered, I made mummy really worry of me. So I am going to keep myself healthy and fit =)

Today was a boring day. I had GEMs in the morning, and was dismiss 1 hour early.
Next was the electrical installation design. Dismiss 1 hour early also.
Then the last period was maths tutorial and dismiss early 20 minute.

Went home after that, but before that stop by popular bookstore to get myself 2 ring file, 2 slim file and a brown pen. Mummy wasn't at home, brother is going to work later so I have the whole house myself.

Change my blog song to Kyu Jong latest single "Confession" and it was awesome =D
Found this cute picture of him and wanted to share=D

SUPER DUPER CUTE OF HIM RIGHT?

And i shall end this post with him as the last thing of this post. CHEERS =D

Hi

2010-03-02T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hi ...

I am going to school to flunk my DE paper later at 4 pm =(

Think ...

2010-02-25T20:49:00.001+08:00

I remember every moment with you ... How about you ?

Do i worth you to remember me ?

Number 71 post

2010-02-17T13:46:00.001+08:00

Came to clear the dust for my blog. It’s rather dead huh?

I am not blogging like I used to.

This blog of mine actually reflects the other side of myself.

I may be a happy person; however I don’t really let my emotional feeling out to all.

It’s only when people visited this webpage knows my feeling.

Although Chinese New Year is coming, it seems that I am not as excited as usual. In my secondary school days, my class will be busy decorating the classroom so as to bring out the happiness and excitement for CNY.

When I am working full –time, it will be a busy period that I forgot that I off shift already. I will see my manager and supervisor going back to Malaysia to celebrate CNY while we had to work. And I will be super happy as i have 2 days off. But right now, it seems that there is no excitement of CNY in me. Maybe because that I have grown up, or is it ha the wee after CNY is sessional exam? Well, it is possible.

Places that I went before brings lot of memories.

Example?

I used to go to junction 8 for movies with friends before settling down to cineleisure

Marina Barrage? Committee outing, of course!

Taking the bus to yew tee that passes by my secondary school? All the good and naughty things we done in our secondary school life.

However, places that I used to go every time become a memory to me; or it becomes places I seldom go.

Places that become a memory to me will be my secondary school , class chalet, outing, etc.

And places that I seldom go now? Well, it is the clubhouse. I have not been going down since term 4 started. This place, well, I used to go down everyday when I first started. But now, club members should know that I am not as active as it used to be.

Somehow, I just feel that it is all about passion. I just don’t feel comfortable when I am at club. I mean, I am not close to anyone except some, I feel that I am a true stranger when I am at club.i don’t like to initiate a talk mainly because

1. I don’t know what to talk about

2. I am being ignored

3. I am a stranger and always a stranger

Somehow this passion is fading away, it is not as strong as it used to be which causes me not as active as I used t be.

I have my limits, is not that I cannot be active.

But this is no longer a problem to me. Whether I am present, I just feel that I am always absent.i feel weird when I am there, I feel weird as I am out of nowhere.

Somehow, I feel that I am out of nowhere, no matter where I am, whether is in class, with my clique, at work. It seems that I am closing up to myself, not as talkative as I used to, not enjoying the company of friend but rather spend time with myself.

Pretty emo huh?

I guess that’s me right now.

Somehow I find myself really lost in this world. I don’t know what am I doing, what am I thinking. My feeling has fail me, I can’t feel for my feeling now, and I don’t know my feeling now. The feeling of mine has numb ...

I am really lost

I wonder how long will I take to overcome this obstacles ..

Maybe days, months or maybe years perhaps ...

Freeze

2010-01-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

I didn't know that the air-con in the SPICE service centre is so cold.
My goodness, i don't know how the technician survive in such "winter" room.

Anyway
Congratz to HIPPO for entering to Singapore Polytechnic in Diploma in Interior Design =D

My handphone strap broke ... you know the piano design one. I am so down now.
I want to change my phone:(

Sometimes ...

2010-01-26T14:47:00.002+08:00

Sometimes

Sometimes i feel like I'm left out,
Sometimes I don't like my life,
Sometimes I feel like the world should be different,
Sometimes I just think there's a missing piece,
Sometimes I feel like people don't like me,

by Run Run S

I just feel like sharing this poem with all of you. Sometimes is a beautiful word, when I saw this on the net.

Sometimes I wonder why I always let myself get hurt when it is not my fault. Sometimes I am sure that I know myself really well, but the next moment, I am not sure of myself.

“So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about”

I really do not know what to post, sometimes it looks really low, boring. Maybe through this I may understand myself better.

Maybe I really belong to the loner group. But it does not mean that I prefer to be alone. I am a human; I still need someone to talk to when I am down.

You dream that you will succeed. But when you fail, you wonder why in the first place you not succeeded. Reason is “Because it is a dream”.

Maybe it is time for me to wake up from the very long dream I had so many years.

Then while thinking of what to post, I saw this article I really wanted to share. The article is called “Doodling on odd pieces of paper may reveal things about you that you prefer to keep quiet”.

This is what the article wrote.

“Doodling is something that most of us do, almost without realising it.

Doodling on the top of a document, or letter, near to the title line of a handout is telling us that our own subconscious thinks it has something far more important to say than what is being discussed.

Doodling right in middle of a sheet of paper may show a need for space and freedom but decorating the bottom of the sheet can indicate introversion. Rows of symmetrical patterns can reveal a need to put life into sort of order and make sense of it while interconnected abstract doodles shows a subconscious need to pull together the loose ends in life.”

Next topic =)

Life is bored as usual. Yup, I am switching back to Chinese music. This week I have been listening to three Chinese albums. They are 杨丞琳, 罗志祥,黄靖伦, 大嘴巴

Honestly, I really like Jin Lun’s album a lot especially the song which is currently playing. I meant that I prefer his album than Show Luo and Rainie Yang album. The feel is there and his songs are really meaningful.

But also like the Show Luo and Rainie Yang album, just that I like Huang Jing Lun’s album more =D

Da mouth album is more focus on dancing songs but I still like it =)

Exam are near, I totally still in my lalaland mood. Totally not serious at all. But I just change my habit. I am not playing facebook as frequently as last time. Cutting down on watching Hong Kong drama too.

My laptop has just been back to me and I need to find time to install the entire school application program back.

Pain !!!

2010-01-07T10:15:00.004+08:00

6th January 2010
Ouch !!! Yesterday went to the dentist with mum to get my separator removed and get the metal ring in. That wasn't a big deal though. But when it comes to removing my teeth, it is super duper pain. And the teeth was huge!!! Bleed from 9 to 12 midnight before going to sleep. And today was the worst. I left my painkiller at home and i am suffering in school because of the pain.

13 January
When to the dentist to have my upper braces fixes to the teeth. Like finally.

Today
Went to Acer service centre to collect my laptop which is spoilt like since last week. And guess what? My hard disk spoilt and they replace a new one for me. Which means my program is all gone ....
Great ... -.-lll

Learn to appreciate and be contented

2009-12-24T13:50:00.005+08:00

Okay .... i dun really like holidays ... and i am telling the truth !!!!
Whenever i am not working, i will be rotting in front of my laptop.
If not, i will be out spending money.
I dun ever bother to do my project.
And i am sick once again.
Guess that my immune system is down.
Starting from here will be totally random:)))))
Having irregular meal.
My colleague is leaving on Christmas and early January.
Got scolded by customer for nothing, thanks to my sore throat.
I have spend around 200 bucks in two weeks.
I still waiting for myself to get well soon so that i can go put on braces.
I brought myself two shoes=D

Just listen to JJ lin new album. And it was great!!!

Time to learn how to appreciate what others did for you
Learn to be contented...

Shopping

2009-12-14T15:23:00.006+08:00

Time to clear the dust on my blog=D
The blog is dead .... so the tagboard is dead too.
Anyway, went to shop with Hillary, Huimin, Shu huey and Meilin last friday. Met them at Somerset and went to uniqlo.
Huimin spend the most there. Then we went to Far east plaza. And guess what? We did not spend i single cents on clothes but we spend on food=DDD
Hillary and Shu huey went back early and left me with two AUNTIES to go bugis with me.
But before we went on our separate ways, we were camwhoring in the toilet =DDDD
Anyway, i really enjoy myself and hope everyone enjoy their day too ....

Happy holiday people!!!!!

P.S. Huimin say she will never go out with us again. If she go out with us again, box her face!!! She say we made her spend alot of money *angry*

Hui min busy texting in the toilet. I bet she doesn't even know that i took this picture=D

I love my friends!!!

Hillary.... THE NEW TOILET MODEL!!!! HAHAHA=D

THE AUNTIE RETARDED FACE!!!

Group photo

She is sooooo shy to take a photo!!!!! *my foot*

Debating on the phone

Our funny face

A proper group photo

Someone came out of the toilet .. OPPSSSS!!!!

Let's end this post with the blog owner :)

SICK

2009-12-01T13:07:00.004+08:00

Totally random
Just feel like updating my blog ...
Really very empty...
Mst is next week and still rather relax ...
I think that i can predict my grade for theese mst...
Probably a B for PEEE, B for maths and a D for DE!?!

I seriously dun understand DE at all. I tried to listen to his lesson but i dozed off after 5 minutes of listening to his lesson. I just feel very bad for not puting more effort to study DE. And all the tutorial I photocopy from Hillary.
Great...

I just start to feel sick again ...
Feel like puking...
Headache...
Runny nose ... Mummy thought that i am running a flu ...
Fever coming back ???
I will never go to hospital again ... Probably the worst service ever hospital.
Starts to fear of needle poking into my skin ever since the time i enter hospital.
Probably 20 times that time ...

NO more 1.6 anymore ...

So many things to do yet so little time ...
Holiday only 3 weeks ... which was really short.
I still have my Autocad project not done, PBL, ONOW CS not done yet.

And i am broke!!!! I need to go back to work in order to get my braces done.

I dun wan mummy to worry about me but i just can't help falling sick ...

My hands are trembling ..... what's wrong with me????

Life begin bad for me ...

2009-11-09T18:17:00.001+08:00

Ever since the start of semester 2, life since terrible for me.

First comes from work.

Two weeks ago, I broke a plate. Last Saturday I broke a tea plunger.

It seems that every week I go to work, I will be breaking something.

Worst still, I lost my ez-link card yesterday. Curse that person who take my card admit to hospital.

It’s been long since I last updated. Life’s really busy; there are a lot of things waiting for me to do. My tutorial homework, my revision, my designs which are due on Wednesday is still not done yet (I’m suppose to do the design on Photoshop). Some many things to do, yet I am still wasting my time on drama and manga. I really want to get a GPA> 3.3 badly. I do not want to get back a GPA of 1.667 again. Seriously, I think I must discipline myself again. If not, getting a 1.667 for GPA is possible for me.

To my club batch mate:

Sorry that I am unable to turn up for the batch steamboat and batch chalet. I really can’t find time to come. But I know even without me you guys will still enjoy yourself.

To my project group mates:

Hey guys, I will do my best and give in my best effort. I do not wish you guys to do badly just because of me. Let’s work hard together and give in our best shot even though I know you guys hate doing the project.

To myself:

Hey girl, maybe it’s really time to buck up yourself and stop fooling around. There are lot things you wanted to accomplish and if you are still wasting your time, you are the one who will lose out. Please wake up from the dream you are dreaming, and move on with your life and goals that are waiting for you at the end point. Believe in yourself, and you will get what you wanted to see at last.

What I wanted to achieve:

GPA>3.3, be more discipline, more reliable.

Things that I wanted to get by the end of the year:

To get good grades for all the term 3 MST, including DE (aiming for at least a 70).

My braces.

And lastly, to find back the true own self.

P.S this post has no English error. I am trying to improve on my English.

Blogsong updates!!!

2009-11-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

Just to update all of you that i have change my blog songs =D

There are 7 tracks , 5 of which is from SS501 new album, Rebirth =D

Green Peas
Obsess
One only day
Wasteland
Love like this

The rest of the two are

Stand by me
Da zao qing ren

Hope you guys will like my blog song=) especially the first one.
Quite a happy song =D

BACK :)

2009-10-19T14:28:00.003+08:00

I love him so much!!!!

Finally back to blogging after going missing for so long.

Just came back from interactive camp last Saturday organize by EEE club.
Totally fun though there were only two girls, which was me and shu yan... :O

Simply lazy to update ....

But i am going to change my blogsons soon so stay tune:)

Life at class is as boring as usual ... so definitely nothing much to talk about :)

Happy bithday Samantha

2009-09-06T03:01:00.002+08:00

These are the photo i have :) I hope you really enjoy yourself=D

Happy happy birthday:)

2009-09-03T11:11:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh... seriously starting to hate September, so many people birthday!!!
Ehm... so i just wish these people happy belated birthday

1st sep- Julian and Shi jie
2nd sep- Yao quan

Today is 3rd Sep, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICSON!!!:)

The following i just wish you all happy early birthday=p

4th sep- John (hope you like it:))
5th sep- Samantha SOH:) (going out with you so NO present=p)
6th sep- Stefanie Low
7th sep- Edwin
8th sep- Sheena, Grace
9th sep- Hui en
10th sep- Koon tat

Now you know the reason why i hate September-.- , 1st to 10th Sep, everyday is someone's birthday.

I will be having PEEE paper in 4 hours, wish me luck :)

celebration

2009-09-01T11:20:00.002+08:00

Went back to Regent to celebrate teacher's day. The performance was damn bad.
Went down to the canteen to slack, waited for hui en to come before going to find samantha and went to lot 1 for lunch.
Was lunch hour, went to pizza hut and eat but needed to wait for 40 min for the seats. Went to shop around and saw jun hong. That siao samantha say hi to him damn many times. And he say she same as hui min, mental disorder:)
Eat till four plus then went home.

Seems pretty lazy to update, left one exam paper and then it would be happy holiday:)

Teachers'

2009-08-20T11:41:00.003+08:00

Planned not to blog till exams over but I just can’t help not to blog about this…

Teachers’…

What’s their job?? To teach students right?

But why are there so many students complaining this complaining that about teachers’. Have you ever thought of standing in their shoes?

Why are all the lazy teachers getting the entire compliment BUT all the hardworking teachers getting blacklisted?

Why do students want to write complain letters to just because they thing that it is the entire teacher’s fault? Have they thought that it is their fault?

Why can’t student learn to control their own temper, instead of putting all the blames on teachers’?

WHY WHY WHY??? SO EVERYTHING IS TEACHER’S FAULT IS IT? WHY DON’T YOU REFLECT ON YOURSELF?

Why must you make you friends to stand by you?

And why must you listen to what your friend forced you do do? Don't you have your own point of view?

People, please learn to differentiate what is right, what is wrong. What is rumour, what is truth. What is black and what is white.

Have your own point of view, make your own decision. Don't let your friend decide for you:)

Hillary KHOO!!!

2009-08-20T10:34:00.002+08:00

Really bored, so i decided to post Hillary's picture:)
Hope you like it:) haha, it's fun editing your picture.

Frustrated, guilty, sad again then happy

2009-08-19T12:35:00.004+08:00

Came to blog to vent my anger... hais

Exam is really approaching fast and i still don't understand a single thing on DE chapter 5. Please kill me. Some more Dennis still say something that really made me feel guilty.

"Eh , you from 4/9 one leh... 4/9 "He actually emphasize on my class"4/9"

Oh my god, i seems not the last time me. The hardworking type, the listen to teachers lesson type, the always do homework type.

REALLY REALLY GUILTY:(

Please someone console me:'( Really feel like crying out ...

Anyway i got good news to post...

My darling hippo got A1 for her 'O' chinese paper:)

Congratulation!!!

Hope you will do well in your studies and the really coming 'O' level paper:)JIAYOU!!

And please dun learn from me.... Hope you will do well girl:)

Sad, sad and sad... :(

2009-08-18T08:35:00.003+08:00

Finally back to blogging. Really busy recently:(

Must be wondering why I am sad, right?

The digital board is giving me problem.
The bloody DE labtest. What's about it i dun want to talk about it.
EXAM is coming and I dun understand a single thing on DE!!!Really hope that a kind soul will volunteer to teach me, I WANT TO GET AT LEAST A 3.5 FOR MY GPA.
I would like to thank myself for not drinking enough water.Reward? 1 ulcer and is damn painful:(
The damn firefox is giving me problem. Keep hanging all the time. So currently I have to use Safari to access internet.

*SIGH*

Good news
My handphone memory card is finally working!!!YEAH!!!
And this is the only good news i have -.-lll

May stop blogging for a while, due to exam. Anyway i wish all of you good luck for exam. Do drink more water and not let yourself get sick:)
Most importantly, don't get stress up and stay happy:)

*SMILE*
Oh.... please leave a tag before you leave:)Thanks=D

Posting some very random photo:)

Past, present, future

2009-08-13T09:59:00.003+08:00

-------------6 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
11 !

2.) Where did you go to school?
Concord Pri

3.) Where did you work?
ehhhhh schooling. i didnt even thought of work back then.

4.) Where did you live?
CCK

5.) Where did you hang out?
School, home

7) Who was your best friend?
Can't rmb

8) How many tattoos did you have?
nahh

9.) How many piercings did you have?
One

10.) What car did you drive?
i dun even owe one license.

11.) Had you been to a real party?
Nope

12.) Had you had your heart broken?
I was just a innocent kids back then=D

13.)Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single

-------------3 years ago----------

1.) How old were you?
13

2.) Where did you go to school?
Regent sec

3.) Where did you work?
Too young to work, no one would hired.

4.) Where did you live?
At the same place

5.) Where did you hang out?
School, lot 1

7.) Who was/were your best friend(s)?
Those time still unable decided

9.) How many tattoos did you have?
nah

10.) How many piercings did you have?
1

11) What car did you drive?
How to drive when i am still 13!?!

12) Had your heart broken?
Nope, still a innocent kid back then=D

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
still single til today.

--------------------Today--------------------

1.) How old are you?
17

2.) Where do you go to school?
Singapore Polytechnics=D

3.) Where do you work?
SP as student=DD

4.) Where do you live?
Still the same place.

5.) Where do you hang out?
SAC room 1110, JP

7.) Who was your childhood best bud and still is your buddy?
This question has no answer=)

9.) How many tattoos do you have?
nah

10.) How many piercings do you have?
Still 1

11) What car do you drive?
Still can't drive:(

12) Had your heart broken?
Ya...

13. Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
STILL SINGLE.

WHAT WERE YOU DOING...

1 MINUTE AGO: THIS qns?
1 HOUR AGO: Using lappy in maths tutorial class
1 DAY AGO: Studying
1 YEAR AGO: Preparing for 'O' level
First piercing: 10
First credit card: I wish i had....
Last movie seen in theaters: Transformer.
Last food consumed: CHUNKY KIT KAT=D
Last person you texted/called: Hillary KHOO!!!
Last drink drank: water

SHORT ANSWER...

I AM: A HAPPY PERSON=DD
I HAVE:NO MONEY BUT A LOT OF TIME
I LIKE: TO HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS AND YOU!!!!
I WISH: I AM MORE HARDWORKING AND DO BETTER THAN STUDIES

FAVORITES:

NUMBER: 49(Cos it's my sec class=D)
COLOUR:Grey, RED, Black and white:)
DAY(S): Friday cos it means Saturday is coming=DDD
MONTH(S): April, cos it's my birth month
SEASON: Authum:)
DRINK: Frappe al mocha

IN THE LAST 2 DAYS, HAVE YOU...

CRIED?: nope, there is no reason to cry
HELPED SOMEONE?: Ya.. i am a helpful kid:)
GOTTEN SICK?: Nope
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: I wish
SAID "I love you"?: Definately no.
TALKED TO AN EX?: Nope
WRITTEN IN A DIARY?: does blogger count?
HAD A SERIOUS TALK?: Nope

_______ Best ________

1. Best Age: 14-16! love it back then. no worries about anything!
2. Best Memory: Sec sch

_______ Worst ________

1. Time Of Day: Trying to sleep but you can't
2. Day Of The Week: Tuesday and thursday cos had lesson from 8.30 to 5.30
3. Food: ANIMAL ORGANS!
4. Memory: heh. cant rmb also.

_______ Last ________

1. Person you saw: Mummy
2. Phone call: Mummy again

_______ First ________

1. Serious b/f or g/f: Him.
2. Job: Waitress.

_______ Today ________

1. Listening to now: Don't go away by BY2
2. Tonight: Finishing my reflection journal
3. Wearing: shirt and jeans!
4. What did you eat for lunch: KIT KAT!!!

_______ Tomorrow ________

1. Is: Gonna better than today=DDD
2. Got any plans:Studying and doing work in school
3. Goal: TO GET 3.5 FOR GPA
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: DE labtest
5. Likes about tomorrow: It's gonna to be better than today^^

unable to control emotions... for no reason:(

2009-08-12T10:57:00.003+08:00

Finally back to blogging after so many days ... sorry to those people who visit my blog for the past few days with no updates.

Saturday

Actually want to accompany mummy to go out but mummy's leg last minute crop up some joint pain on her knee so i stop her from going out and made her stay at home and rest. And i stay at home to do my revision on my PEEE, also to finish up all the tutorial homework(starting from chapter 7 to i think chapter 12 or 13). Can't imagine that i have turn so lazy after i recovered from the pathetic fever.

Time to discipline yourself XIN HUI!!!

Wanted to go out buy dinner for myself since mummy don't cook on weekends, but mummy insisted buying for me because she want to go out BUY 4D-.-ll 4D seems to be a waste of money... must well donate the money to me:) and buy something to eat better than seeing those money going down to the drain. Ate dinner quite early, and i stop studying after 7 pm. Xin hui has been a good student!!! Study for 6 hours(this includes taking short breaks, and doing all the tutorial=p). Watch TV until 12 plus then go and sleep. Resident evil 2 is NICE!!!

Sunday

It's NATIONAL DAY, and greatest THANKS to my daddy for bring to his friends BBQ... with ME BEING THE OLDEST KID THERE-.-ll Totally a waste of my time, i can use those time to do something meaningful. Was totally rotting down there, watching ALL THOSE YOUNG KIDS SCREAMING AND SHOUTING, TOTALLY IRRITATING!!!!

Monday

Happy holiday people!!!Went out with the whole family to eat and go shop for grocery. Study FOR 2 hours, then watch TV FOR 4 hours:)Gee... I made a promise to mummy that i would study for 2 hours if i no need go school, but she never restrict me for watching TV for too long. Haha:)

Tuesday

Pretty boring ... Using laptop for the whole day... nothing much on this day.

Wednesday

Coming to school for 1 period of maths lesson then dismiss. What made my blood boil was this bloody auntie from FC3 drinks stall. WTF, i was standing in front of the counter and she SIMPLY IGNORE ME AND DO HER OWN STUFF!!! DUN TELL ME THAT I AM THAT SHORT AND YOU CANNOT SEE ME!!!AFTER I GIVE THE BLACK FACE THEN SHE COME AND SERVE ME, BEFORE THAT SAID THE WORD "SORRY" LIKE VERY BUI SONG. COME MAN, HATE DOING THIS THEN DON'T WORK LAH!!!
STUCK-UP FACE, ATTITUDE GOT PROBLEM, GENG NIAN QI!!! I WILL NEVER BUY FROM THAT AUNTIE AGAIN!!!

THIS TOTALLY SPOILT MY MOOD...

what for carry handphone when they dun pick up call????

2009-08-07T07:49:00.002+08:00

Ya ya ... complaining again.... was pretty angry..
What the hell you carry handphone when you dun even pick up call?????
Tell me lah... tell me!!!!
You carry handphone for what then when you pick up call
FUCK!!!!
Throw away your handphone if you dun pick up call...

Damn sad sia....

2009-08-03T16:16:00.002+08:00

Can't believe what happen yesterday ...

One of my parrot died ... on my brother's hands. Oh my god, pretty upset sia:(
And actually yesterday is a happy event, wanted to go eat out to celebrate mummy's birthday. So because the parrot, we only had a simple dinner outside. Haisss... hope will get over soon.

Today... pretty bored. But i can't believe that i actually brought PEEE textbook to school:o and today structured programming lesson was ... interesting!?! Lol i dun even know if it is the right word to use. Cheng An actually argued with the teacher ... and teacher totally ... haha:)

Then he hack care us le, ask us to do the assignment. Then we just do our own stuff.

Lol really nothing to blog liao.. bye :)

2009-08-01T17:49:00.001+08:00

Seems pretty lazy to update but I will still update and not leave it to die. Haha, one thing is that because I have nothing to blog; the other thing is that I am busy doing all my tutorial homework. But I did change my blog song though.
Now currently in my blog songs playlist are:
Tank - 会长大的幸福
范玮琪 - 灰色的彩虹
林俊杰 - 爱不会绝迹
Tank - 如果我变成回忆
Hey Monday – Candles

HE… seems to be avoiding me huh…? Maybe that’s my fate… whoever I like seems to be avoiding me … why why why? Can you tell me why? I seem pretty tired of this. Why can people go with the person they like and why I can’t? Like I said, this seems to be my fate ….

会长大的幸福

在夜市里逛地摊送你一副耳环
你很喜欢一整晚笑声不断
陪你看电影哭完戏里相爱好难
迷昏感慨现实会害人离散

你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友明天笑闹着嫉妒

要你有幸福一天一天比一天像公主
梦都被满足
为你种下幸福让今天担心你的那些好朋友
笑闹着嫉妒

为你生日的夜晚亲手料理晚餐
你真可爱很捧场吃两碗饭
你电话有点摔坏一直想帮你换
努力加班你心疼得泪打转

你说浪漫和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友明天笑闹着嫉妒

爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术永远被保护
牵手围住会长大的幸福
任它开花结果变大树
我们唱着歌欢呼
爱是送你幸福
每天每天每天为你变魔术
永远被保护

Cheer up....

2009-07-31T11:01:00.004+08:00

You're a... Sugar Cookie

Being a sugar cookie, you're the sweetest cookie around. Everyone loves a nice sugar cookie, and everyone loves you. You find it easy to make and keep friends and have few, if any enemies in life.

Found this really interesting quiz, on what kind of cookies are you. And I got myself as sugar cookies!!! Haha …. Interesting.

Anyway still feeling damn horrible, I think I would recover only by next week. Mummy treated me Ben&Jerry ice cream … finally. I waited for so long. She brought strawberry cheesecake flavour. Sad that the tub one doesn’t have peppermint chocolate, or else I would make sure mummy buy that one. Want to go watch movie, but really have no time. Got to push the movie watching schedule backwards.

Oh ya! My new sofa and coffee table came yesterday…woohoo… :) So damn happy lah. Finally the living room looks more living rooms, with proper sofa and coffee table. And guess what things she used to decorate the coffee table? Those freebies I took back from FO camp and the CSCC AGM-.-lll

I was feeling down for no reason in the morning …*sigh*

Time to cheer up Xin Hui!!!

Why do people change? How I wish you would come to me one day… and help me to find my truth self again

I seem not myself; I want to find back the truth me; I want to find back myself … to be the real Xin Hui …

And please tag before you leave... These days my tagboard have been pretty empty:)

Poly 50

2009-07-30T09:20:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the school Poly 50 event....
Oh my god i am damn tired after the run... and i vomited while resting ... and guess wat izzit?... 100 Plus, haha=) and during the run Ken took alot of photo... and got my unglam photo-.-

Anyway, thanks people for concerning me!!!

Saw your message in the morning, cos i already sleep at that time. Anyway thanks, i appreciated:)

I pretty dead today, and was late for tutorial class but never mind the teacher wun care =p
Feeling horrible now:(

That's all i am going to blog, bye :)

Thanks people!!!!

2009-07-28T10:17:00.003+08:00

Haha .... yesterday post forgot to thank those who tag those picture of me on facebook:)

But got to say you guys are pretty scary in taking photo.... my picture of me increases by 148, from 100 plus increases till 375. Anyway thanks ya =D Here are somemore photos taken on the outing... Enjoy:)

The sky view at Marina Barrage

2009-07-27T15:20:00.001+08:00

P&E com OUTING!!!

2009-07-27T11:05:00.004+08:00

Saturday

Okay actually suppose to meet at 12.30 at Marina Bay, but because something crop up last minute, so i only reach there at 3 plus. Lol ... if i dun come they dun have plain water to drink... haha:) Anyway took alot of photo at the roof top and at the 1st floor. I am TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH MARINA BARRAGE!!!! It's so nice to take picture there:) It's a pity that i forgot to bring my camera . After finish taking the photo went back to take wallet to but green tea and my all time favourite peppermint i/c. After that rest for a while, chat with Kim Choo, Xin Yu, Sheena, and Hwai Shin. Left at 5 plus. Went to level 2 to look around plus took some photo, then went to the toilet to take some more photo. Then come out spray some deodorant(Jane's one), but end up spraying almost all of them and all of us smell the same...haha:) Took the free shuttle bus back to Marina Bay. Also took the picture in the bus, and Koon Tat and Jonathan was argueing throughout the bus journey back which was damn funny. Went to Marina Square to watch fireworks with Xin Yu, Sheena, Li Qi, Jane, Jonathan, Boris, Xian Lin, Damien, Jeremy and John. Also took some photo there, went home after watching. Took the red line back instead of the green line because all take red line. Tok to Marina Bay then back to CCK. Was trying to sleep but couldn't because some people were disturbing me-.-lll ... And my handphone battery went flat( so no music = cannot sleep ). So chat until reach CCK then walk back home with Li Qi. Reach about 10 plus, shower and eat supper before going to sleep. Was damn shag, BUT OVERALL IT'S FUN!!! I WANT ANOTHER OUTING!!!

I want to learn to fly a kite...
I want to go to Marina Barrage again!!!

John and me

Hwai Shin, Li Qi and me

Li Qi and Me

Koon Tat, Kenneth, Jonathan, Boris, Li Qi

Li Qi and me:)

Last friday

2009-07-27T10:52:00.002+08:00

After school went down to SAC to meet Koon tat and print out the poster.But because there is some problem with my photoshop, so we drag the time to 2 plus. Wait for John to come down to solve the problem. While waiting for him, Keng ying, Elyza and me watch the movie "Gone shopping". But when i watch until the climax, I got to go and print out the poster. Went to FC3 to print out with Koon Tat and John. But the queue is damn long so we went down to the library. And guess wat ? When we reach there we realised that the library print system was down (what the hell...). No wonder the queue at FC3 is long. So we made our way back to FC3. Koon Tat got to go at 3 pm so John stay to queue p with me。 And we waited for 1 hour plus before it's our turn to print. Out of the ten copies, only six turns out normal, the rest of the 4 turns out funny-.- But after consulting Eileen, she say it's okay to put up the 4 funny copy.Put up 6 poster myself and with some help from John, the rest of the 4 copies I let Koon Tat put up:)

EMO post:(

2009-07-21T08:32:00.001+08:00

Monday

Okay, have been publishing overdue post. Looks like my post is getting more and more emo huh!?! No choice, even the happiest person do have emo time.

People would ask ”Emo for what?”

Even myself I would ask this question.

However, how would I answer this question?

For me, emo is sort of a thinking process. You want to concentrate on something, and think logically. The facial expression shown is sort of emo type. So emo-ing during thinking is okay.

But for some people, maybe not some but most, people emo because they are sad. Okay everyone had it before. But … what’s the point of emo-ing about sad stuff, they are not going to turn into happy stuff, neither they are going to make you happy.

So why not stay happy than emo?

A SMILE A DAY BRIGHTENS UP YOUR DAY=D

I hope those emo people read this post will give a second thought.

If you allow me to listening and be mentor, just tell me :) if you trust me.

EMo blue

2009-07-21T08:28:00.002+08:00

Friday

Went for running though he cannot make it (You know who you are:)) with the Poly 50 team. End up helping them run the lap. Lol … I am not good in running short distance, more to the long distance runner. Anyway we manage to finish the 50 rounds in 1h 42min which Melvynn say its slow cos they manage to finish it in 1h 32min last year. Ehm after thinking about it, there are some reason that cause us to run slow.

1. There were 10 people at first, but towards the end only left 7 people(Alvin and Kim Choo vomited, Eileen got stitches)

2. No motivation to run faster

3. No competitive mood

Hope that on Poly 50 that day it will be better. Super tiring after the run, rest for a while and went home.

Saturday

Plan to do to print banner for EEE idol but my leg cramps was horrible and can’t walk properly. Sorry KC and KT:( And I stay home the whole day, and rot. But it seems that I am more awake. Sleeping on weekends seems nota problem to me, but sleeping on weekdays seems to be the problem. Study-strees? Nah… how would I have this when I am almost playing games on laptop on every lesson. Opps bad example … dun learnJ

Recently last week had a dream and had it almost everyday, about the same thing, about the same person. Guess should just change my status to single but not available huh… cos thinking of him. But I sacrifice for him before, maybe he doesn’t even knows it. He may have jut treat me as a sister or a frind. Going further seems possible, but does he know about it and most importantly, does he want to go further with me?

I guess it seems impossible unless he knews it….

Sunday

Okay, you may think I am irresponsible, but now the problem does not lies on me but someone close to me!!! All this person wants me to do is study, study and study! With textbook! Not laptop. And this person doesn’t even allow me to use it!!! Oh please, study is not everything man and please stop comparing me with other people.

I just want a peaceful life, with friends and family support.

Is that so difficult?

Tired...

2009-07-16T08:47:00.003+08:00

This is supposed to be post yesterday, but it seems that i am too tired out to post....

Tuesday

TCS presentation

Had tcs presentation yesterday. Change to formal after DE lesson, and the skirt super long.-.-

Okay it is the first time my class suddenly so smart in their dressing for we dress very casually everyday we come to school. Wasn’t that bad, at least I think the audience knows what I am talking about. Quite used to presentation for I got the experience from my sec school CCA, where I actually give my juniors lecture.

Okay as usual Hui min did some funny stuff. She was like debating with Zi Chao about how to remove the rubbish from the product they design. And both of them very 激动, and that was the really funny part.

My class in formal wear

Me and Eugene

Me and Hong Ji

Wednesday

Okay as usual the class looks pretty empty, as only have one lesson for the day. Actually wanted to watch ice age 3 but realize that the earliest time is 11.45am, which I cannot make it as I need to be back in school by 1 pm for com meeting. Went to shop around and brought Burger king’s burger to eat-$3.95. Then went to the third floor kopitiam and brought one prawn dumpling and two siew mai-$2.20. Went to look at accessories with friends and brought a belt-$2.

Total spending-$10.20

Okay which means that I cannot bring a lot of money to school, I am easily tempted!!!!

Left Jurong point at 12.40 and managed to reach back club by 1pm for the meeting. After meeting have some discussion with Koon Tat, and then start to play facebook. Went home at 5, with Sheena, King Kit, Ricson, Derek and Xian Lin. Lol, Ricson talk a lot of crap-.-, but he kept us entertain with his lame crap. Did some revision and went to sleep at 9 pm. Hopefully can sleep J. Have not been sleeping well for the week since mid semester week and I am super fed up!!!!

能不能让我好好睡一下。。。

我真的好累。。。好累。。。

在不的话我真的会累倒。。。

insomnia really sux to the max!!!!

2009-07-14T12:33:00.008+08:00

Okay from the title of my post you should be able to guess wat i am going to write.

Hope you would just go away!!!!

Only manage to sleep at 4 am last night, though i was already lying on the bed at 10pm.
Before that i even used my laptop for a while to make myself tired. So now i am feeling tired, and i have to clip up my fringe so that i would look so tired. I have presentation later!!!!!And i hate it.

Meeting up with the people from the t-shirt company to collect the sample tee. Fuck up man, kena sabo. First is from mop-shirt company. This person is a student in sp taking business course. So we actually say meet at 12 noon, then his lecturer extend his lecture until 1 pm.-.-So i come to school this early for nothing. My first lesson starts at 1.30pm today.

Next is from the createe. Was told to meet at 12.30pm but was change to 5.30pm!!!!

What the hell, if not for this collection of sample tee i would be in school so early!!!! I should be shopping with my friends outside before coming to school for lecture class.

为什么我总是被骗得团团转?难道我真的太善良了?

还是我不懂得拒绝别人?这个问题我自己也不晓得答案。。。

Finally :)

2009-07-13T10:19:00.004+08:00

Before i start, i change to size of the font. Seems to be too small, and maybe abit hard to read. It would be easier now. Haha:)

Friday

Okay, I finally went to watch Transformer. Lol, still half of the movie theatre fills up though. And we got the last row centre seat. And it’s the first time I sit so back in movie. Okay after movie went to shop with Hui min, searching for office wear.She seems normal for the first time:) Then after that join John for dinner. Before that went to shop around Jurong point. Had dinner at Lai Lai kitchen, the wanton noodle not very nice, seems to be a bit tasteless to me. After dinner went home to bathe, then realise that I forgot that I have to finish up editing the project picture. So instead of going to sleep after bathing I turn on the laptop to finish up the editing. Sorry, didn’t really edit much though.

Saturday

Okay, my insomnia is getting better. At least I sleep until morning 8 am, then try to sleep back but gave up after 3 hours later which is 11 am. Then slack for a while, went out with mum to get my formal wear. Manage to get a black long sleeve blouse (black consider formal right?), then the skirt borrow from cousin. Came home then started doing all my super overdue DE tutorial homework, but most of the time end up playing :p Lol....

时间过得真快。。。

还记得上次我说 ”人总是等到失去才懂得珍惜”。。。

为什么我会这样说?因为我的 Structured programming 老师去教大学了，现在这个老师根本不会教。

Why would I say that? Lol, he practical read all the stuff from the slides without much explanation. Like that I also can be teacher -.-"

Sunday

Okay, slack the whole day... Nothign to do. Went out out for dinner with the whole family, and the food seems pretty tasteless to me(sorry i am a picky eater).Lol.. really nothing to say

Monday

Okay, lesson really boring. That's why i am posting.

Okay i got some good news!! Tmr morning lesson is cancelled!!!!Which means that i my lesson starts in the afternoon:) This means that i can sleep late, and no need to squeeze in the mrt early in the morning and no need bring the toolbox:)

I am so so happy:)

That's all i am going to post:)

人生

2009-07-10T09:47:00.002+08:00

人为什么总是要等到失去才懂得珍惜?

I got back all my stuff!!!

2009-07-10T09:12:00.008+08:00

Was really really happy yesterday!!!!
I finally had all my photos and pictures and music from my Sony phone memory card after borrowing the memory card adapter from Boris.

If i lose this all, i will be very, super, extremely sad because inside this memory card has a lot of memory. And all my songs are inside, which is around 200++.

Okay, my school dismiss at 3 plus yesterday and it was a really early one. Lol...

好久没看到你们了。还记得这张照片吗? 希望这张照片能让你们想起一些回忆。时间过得真快，我们已分开这么久。希望你们能记得我这个朋友。虽然我们不再一起走进励正中学，但是我们的友谊不会分离的吧。